Title: Jealousy is irrational
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Genre: A bit of crack and a bit of smut
Rating: R
Warning: Smut
Wordcount: 1802
Disclaimer: I do not own SME, nor the slavesartists in there
Summary: Kibum and Donghae are behaving too friendly with each other. Eunhyuk gets jealous. Donghae finds it cute.
A/N: This was written for a friend, queensagara, and because I have nothing else to post, I'm posting this right now. XDDD Hope you like it! ^^

( Kibum looked up and saw Eunhyuk staring at him and Donghae )

Pairing: AmToria
Rating: G
Word count: 309
A/N: I was pretty hyped on f(x) before they even debuted and the stories that circled around them were pretty entertaining. But there was this one story about Amber and Victoria hanging out in the town until there had been too many people around them and Amber had pulled Victoria away from the mob, that I found pretty... inspiring? XD Anyhow, first try at females and this was pre-debut! I had no idea about their personalities, so no flames, please? :D

( You know, you have to get used to the attention at some point )

Pairing: onesided!HanChul
Rating: G
Word count: 287
A/N: Just a quick HanChul drabble, because I was bored yesterday. The first line was haunting me for like an hour before I decided to write it down, the rest just flowed out. So, I'm sorry if it's a bit incoherent.


( Drabble here~ )

Titel: We're just friends... right?
Pairing: OnKey, JongKey
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-15
Warning: Badly disguised smut? ^^;
Disclaimer: In my dreams, I own SME. In reality, I don't.
Summary: He explained the fast beatings of his heart as the effect of being surprised.
A/N: This was my first try at SHINee. I still haven't grasped their personalites completely, but I tried my best. For me, Onew isn't as fail and weird as most make him seem as, he's just... awkward. Anyway, I chose to have their real names, because it fitted. It would've been weird calling them "Onew" and "Key" here. XD I have nothing against Jonghyun, I love him to bits. But I needed to make him a jackass.


( Follow me to fail )

Titel: Love is never wrong
Pairing: QMi/KyuMi. Or would it be ZhouHyun here? I dunno.
Genre: Angst, and a bit of fluff in the end.
Rating: PG-15
Warning: Smut, and Heechul's foul mouth.
Disclaimer: Just as people are dreaming about taking over the world, I dream about owning SME. Won't happen.
Summary: “This is wrong, Zhou Mi. Us. Kissing. It’s… wrong!” he almost screamed at the elder, who cringed hearing the tone of his voice. He didn’t care.
A/N: I used to be a KyuMin-fan. That has slowly changed, and now I'm completely hooked on QMi. So I just had to write it. This came up from a conversation I had with a couple of friends, and this was supposed to be pure angst in the beginning. But as with everything else I've written, it didn't turn out the way I wanted to. But I'm still pretty satisfied. So.. enjoy? ^^;




( You don’t go around, spilling out the darkest parts of your being to strangers, people you don’t know. )

I'm tired and pissed off. Which usually results in a ramble:

( A big applause for Park Jaebeom, everybody! )

Pairing: KyuMin
Rating: PG
Word count: 502
A/N: Just a short and sweet KyuMin drabble I wrote directly after seeing "Love's family" with them both. Just seeing them both taking care of the kids and having fun... It was so sweet! I love them both to death. So yeah, just a quick something. Enjoy~

Edit: Oh, yeah. The reason why I used Shindong's real name, but not Kangin's or Eeteuk's, is because I love friendship!Shindong/Sungmin, and by using "Donghee" instead of Shindong is to prove my bias there. Heh.


( Don’t you think it’d be wonderful? You and me, and a child to share our happiness? )

Pairing: HanChul (can be taken as a couple or just friends goofing around)
Rating: PG
Word count: 311
A/N: Posting this because I know I won't be posting anything else for a long time now. This was actually the first thing I wrote within the Suju-fandom, and I'm quite satified. Just a short little thing :D


( Victim of the Beijing Fried Rice! )

Titel: Salvation
Author: blackkikyo
Pairing: EunHae
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Just a cuss somewhere and cutting. And loads of angst. :D
Disclaimer: If I owned Super Junior I wouldn't write about them; I'd force them to do all the stuff :D
Summary: He just wants to feel. Just read, and you'll understand (I fail so much at summaries) =__=

A/N: This came to me two days ago. It's the first time I even try EunHae, which kinda worked this time since it's not really focused on them. Hope you enjoy it~


( It gave his mind some rest, made him feel something. Like a normal human being. Like he used to be )

Author: blackkikyo
Disclaimer: No, don't own anyone in Super Junior. (T_T)
Pairings: Read, and you'll see
Warning: Unbetad
A/N: I saw this challenge on miracle______ and I just had to do it. The challenge was to take all your music, put it on "shuffle" and then write a drabble with the song that's playing - and you only had the time that the song was playing to write! It's far from the best I've ever written but I had fun doing it! I hope you guys will enjoy it too~ (And yes, I'm HanChul- and KyuMin-biased XD)


( 10 songs 10 drabbles )

Titel: Cowboy
Author: blackkikyo
Pairing: Shichul, implied ShiHanChul
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Just a cuss somewhere. Oh, and the mention of sex and things alike.
Disclaimer: Che, I wish. No, I don't own them
Summary: Heechul wants to ride the horsey~
A/N: I wrote this one night when me and my friends were pervy. We were talking about Heechul's pink cowboy hat, and this short drable was born XD So I blame it on u47033732 and queensagara!

And thanks to u47033732 for once again beta my short and weird drabbles XD


( Siwon had really thought he had become used to Heechul’s strange ideas, but was once again proven wrong once again. )

Titel: Haven
Author: blackkikyo
Pairing: HanChul
Rating: PG
Warning: None.. That I know of at least..
Disclaimer: No. I do not own them. *pouts*
Summary: Heechul is feeling something he can't describe and he's looking for something he has no idea of what it is. Yes, I suck at summaries =__=
A/N: Just another HanChul drabble. It's nothing special, really, just a bit of angst in the beginning and then some fluff. Enjoy.

Once again, I want to thank my beta u47033732 for actually going through the text (even if she claim it was half-assed) and help me with the things I do not notice! <3


( heechul had always been looking for something )

Title: "Bedtime story"
Author: blackkikyo
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: HanChul
Rating: PG
Summary: Gather around children and I'll tell you a story"
Disclamer: I wish.. But no, I do not own any of the characters of this fic.
Author's note: This idea came to my one day and I wrote it at 2 am. That might explain stuff about it. Anyway, thanks to my gorgeous beta u47033732 who was awake long enough to read it through! Love you, Kiks! ^^


( Gather around children and I'll tell you a story )

This is just a warning to some of my friends here! From now on, I'm gonna be posting my fanfics here on LJ. Don't worry, you won't be bothered by them - I just wanted to let you know.

Thanks :D

Yo peepz, tomorrow is Christmas (this is me trying to get into the Christmas spirit, even if it's not working). What have you wished for as gifts this year? I have to say that I was really boring and just asked for money, since that is really the only thing I need at the moment. But I dunno, this whole holiday just seem so stupid and stuff... Even though I love to give gifts to other people (Kiks, I hope you know how much time I spent on your pic and it's because I love you so, bitch!) I kinda of... dislike getting gifts. Unless it's just something small and lol, because those gifts usually mean more to me. Oh, and my brother's not gonna be in town for Christmas, so that sucks even more!

I'm on vacation right now, school doesn't start until the 8th of Jan, which totally rocks! My brain has become really fried the last couple of weeks and I haven't been able to do anything at all. So now I'm gonna relax for a few days and then I can start with the stuff I school that I haven't handed in yet (like two essays). It's pretty bad, I know. But I can't help it, I've had zero motivation to do anything school related, really. Break = Rest = Getting energy = Catching up.

But I've been thinking about a million and 1 different kinds of stuff and my head feels so heavy and I wish I could just stop thinking about things and over-analyzing every little thing. This always happens to me when something new happens. BLEH!


So anyway. Merry Christmas everybody and I hope you have a nice holiday with your loved ones! <3

I've been thinking... Well, now I have actually had time to be thinking without feeling extremely guilty for not studying. But anyhow, I've been thinking lately that IB is not really the place for me. I mean, sure, I love english more than any language (yes, even japanese) and I really love my class. But I'm going to lose most of my time, just so that I can study. I've turned down hanging out with friends (which I rarely did before) and I feel like hitting myself everytime I sit by the comp instead of studying. Because now I really had to study, never had to before. And it all just suck. It all feels like such a big sacrifice that I'm wondering whether it's worth it or not. Also, I'm loosing the will to even do stuff that is so important to me, as drawing and reading.

And to think I'll be doing this for another year and a half.

I know I wanna study abroad. But it cost so much money! It's almost ridiculous how much it cost, really. I was looking at the university in Austraila that I'm thinking of applying to, and it costs  $44 160 which is roughly 337 000 kr! I'm going to have to look for scholarships, and those are really hard to get.  At Lasalle, the uni in Singapore (which is my dreamuni) costs about 366 000 kr or 69 000 S$. It's crazy! I swear, I'm gonna end up studying in Sweden -.-


On a COMPLETELY different note; FRIDA'S COMING IN 6 DAYS~!!!

Ah, dang... Kad, I think I'm talking too much with you XD<3

Anywayz.. I thought it was about time for me to post something.. worth reading. Since I haven't done it before <<

So, I'm talking to Ani right now. We just made a deal that if the other one die we'll play a specific song (or two, as it later became) on the other ones funeral. She gave me "Ain't afraid to die" and "Zakuro". Personally, I think the first ones title is very much fitting for a funeral. And the lyrics were great, suits Ani so well. The music itself was really beautiful, but I still can't bring myself to like Kyo's voice! That is so sad.. And I'm listening to "Zakuro" while writing this xD And I gotta say that this song is also very fitting for a funeral (unless people feel offended by hearing a rock-ballad, which I hope they won't be). And Dir en grey has really good music. Damn, Ani.. This is going to make me cry non-stop if you die :___: DON'T DIE, OKAY?! I'll kill you myself if you do! (did that make sense?)

Well, so I sent her two songs of my own. The first one was "Lost in blue", by Nightmare, just because it's such a beautiful song and Yomi's voice is just so wonderful! *__* But the second one actually killed me. To be honest, I hadn't looked at the translation of the lyrics until I had to look it up to send it to Ani. It was Miyavi's "Tsurezure naru hibi naredo".. His voice in it is so soft, so warming, that I hope that people that come to my funeral could find some comfort in it. Also, the lyric is great. "We are not living just in order to die, still we're dying in order to live" - That part, and so many more but I'm too lazy to quote them all, just went straight to my heart; it's just so beautiful..


So there you have it! This is what you can expect to hear on my funeral when I die ^^ Also, there will be more songs that I have already thought of, but those are songs I'm gonna write down on a list and save (because I'm sure my mom won't be too fond of hearing that I've already thought about my funeral xD)

So, bye for now! :D

I want to thank Kicki (u47033732) for her work on my LJ xD I completely and utterly fail at this kind of things and you're my angel! Thank you for the amazing picture, it made me cry, seriously!

		I will marry Changmin.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Viña del mar in our fabulous House.
		We will have 11 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a White Ferrari.
		I will spend my days as a Tourist guide, and live happily ever after.